Over n Over again
Sunday, March 5th, 2006Sigh..Just that I thought I climbed out of the deep abyss and being welcome by the warm and lovely sunlight….I was wrong..Once again,I fell into the abyss again..I have lost count..How many times have I fell into the endless and bottomless pit =/ I have tons of worries within me..They are just obstructing me from advancing forward..I feel so restless…I have drained all my energies to drag a bag full of worries to travel with me..I tried to shed them off me..But I just fail to do so..sigh..how pathetic I am..
Whenever others have problem,I will just said "don’t think too much..everything will turn out to be fine.."…but when it comes to myself..I am nothing..NOTHING but a total failure..I can’t console myself..Those worries are just whirling around my mind like a swarm of bees…Does any kindhearted soul out there can provide me with insecticide to send those bees to hell?..Ahhhhhhh…just let it be..Falling into the abyss again again and again..how stupid can I be =/
