F-or O-ath or O-b-L-ivion
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007Before anything else, I am a fool….that’s what I am…Just when i feel that i am on the track for things,finally….but it turned out to be naught for everything…every oath to myself, every single goal set….it’s just nothing but vain…
People try to give me thier two cents’ worth…or perhaps more valuable than that i suppose…but sadly to say,futile is what thier words end with…I am an underachiever in everything…jack of all trades but master of none…it’s just like an abyss which doesn’t echo you when you pour your single effort inside…what is it that really awaits?…failure?…success?…light?…darkness?….
I really don’t know and I had enough of everything….flame me for being pessimist..chop me and blend me with milk…slap me to my consciousness…i doubt i will ever wake up from the nightmare nor walk out of the dark….is the door to light just a myth?…I am teetering on the edge of nothing…waiting whatever that will befalls on me…
Expecting my doom…….or light?….i’ll let it for you all to decide…but affirmatively not expecting 9 months for a baby… * freezing cold *
