J.I.N

A drige was carved on an untainted sheet,

Though elegy,

The essence of ebullience was found in it,

Was it carved down because of dearth of courage?

Or was it  because of the feeling of hatred and rage?

Enigmatic and obscure owing to reticent,

The scent of demur rose as one finally awaken,

From a fallacious faith,

Nebulous loyalty and inured reality,

Sordid characters of humanity,

I have seen them with perspicacity,

I choose to take my eyes off veracity,

Zealous,

The air seems to be heavy

And the rocks are resonating,

Idolatrous,

The demons were fated to be slayed

And so, I am here with an eulogy to you all….

Wouldn’t it be nice,

If we could throw away the unneedies,

But reality turns out to be cruel,

Whenever I close my eyes,

You are there smiling to me,

The sweetest of all grins,

Yet it brought me with all the bitter pain without you,

Are all people sad?

Are thier skies painted grey?

Things that begin will always have an ending,

Stand by my side, will you?

As the future we haven’t yet seen remains here,

We talked overnights about our futures and the moments,

I felt they were so dazzling and precious,

Those recalled were so dear to me,

Again, somewhere in this city today,

Two people spilt apart,

The curtains are quietly dropped,

Begining comes at random,

But endings always have a reason,

What can I tell you?

I am just a small, helpless person,

That’s all I say for now,

Because sometimes words are completely powerless,

May the wings on ur back lead your heart,

To a shoulder you are looking for,

Eventhough it might not be mine,

But I casted my wishes and blessing on the wind,

And they will reach you somewhere out there,

When we met,

We were so awkward,

We have taken the long road,

But we have finally arrived……..

Slumbering spring awaken as winter goes by,

Chirping of birds fill the sky with enchanted melody,

Th girl in white with the soft hair squat in the field of flowers,

As her heart fill with envy from the passing lovers,

Her solemness and devotion to her flowers was mesmerizing,

With all her heart shielding them from being annihilating,

On her way home from a bustle of city,

Though it was no different from the other day,

She thought she would repeat such a pattern of life,

And recalled that promises turned out to be lies,

That is when tears welled up in her eyes,

Feeling weak and wretched,

Uneasy and lonely,

She need some warmth,

A faint voice reached her deep within,

A ray of light shone into her darkness,

She smiled and knew her prayers were answered,

They go along together,

He looked into her captivating eyes and say,

"Whatever incidents may come to, don’t forget,

I will always be by your side,"

On the days of tears and on the days of smiles,

They walk side by side,

Everyone walks on to meet just one person someday,

And I will walk on again,

To meet you……

Hell yeah that’s enough…….what happened to all the merry which used to surround me?…Where have all the compassion and care for each other went?…Since when all this turn out to be a nightmare which haunt for years?…

Harmonious descriptions have been eliminated by the sycthe of misfortune and unhappiness…people turned their back on each other and like a mug which has been shattered into pieces, the never healing wound is there…forever….

Just like an angel who lost his wings and fall into an abyss..I have lost what I used to possessed…No matter how hard i try to clinch on it, happiness escaped from my clutches..

Who should I put the blame to?….I don’t know for myself either…

People said I didn’t share my sorrows….what’s the point to burden others with your own load…I don’t see that’s necessary…

I have seen enough of the ugly side of the world….And I believe the only escape from it is to flee from it…I have it in mind…All of it…And I shall never ever stop detest…

They harped that one should let go what he or she is holding before get hold of new things…But I say, they all are only good in preaching on things which they don’t practise..

All the hardship, the sorrows, the dysfucntional unit….who has ever been through it never forgets…..Never…ever….

On the day three man arrived on Earth,

A will kept them to stand to each other,

But the war of the beast brings about the world end,

Wings of light and dark spread afar,

Somehow it hurts,

Reality is a traitor,

It’s easy to misjudge things,

With thier own eyes,

They decided thier stand for themselves,

And thier fate were scattered by wars,

One becomes a hero,

One wanders the land,

One taken as prisoner,

Though they are apart,

They were bounded by a solemn oath,

The hero is hiding his lonelliness behind his fame and glory,

The wanderer wonders where to seek for shelter from rain and sun,

The prisoner although escaped but is gravely wounded and hurted,

His life was saved,

By a woman of oppositing nation,

And he begun a life a seclusion with her,

But as happiness grow,

So does guilt for not fulfilling his oath to the other two,

He choosed to be guided by the hope and the gift that will being blessing,

And took on a new path,

Though the oaths were broken and gone with the wind,

In thier hearts,

Three of them know that they will meet again,

Never gave up tomorrow without the fear of fighting,

Maybe everyone in order to protect love and promises,

Maybe everyone wishes to believe in something,

Someday……………………